hm..

he seems distant..and do not want to talk to me,
he said he isnt in a good feeling, is it because of me?

why do I always turn our relationship sour? why do I always feel paranoid?
why do I always feel insecure? Is it because I'm very scared to lose him?
why do I feel scared? There are so many whys now that I realised.........

If I were a boy

I love you
I love you
I love you


I will always love you

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hello mr blog

i guess it's only me and you again, i'm freaking crying now for a reason..well yea..and again no one is here to console me..haha one of my so-called friend actually bullshit me coz i guess that his friend doesnt want me to go there and meet him..yah..to my so-called friend who is leaving..i bid you farewell.. and when i thought i have someone who will always be there for me..I guess I am wrong..or maybe I'm right?

well at least the good thing is that I never stop saying "hopefully..."

and hopefully it is just not a "wishful thinking"

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HELLO MR BLOG!!! hahahah it's been a long long time, and you are still here waiting for me to type something, hmm..i think should start my gibberish again...well i havent blogged for 1 year plus...how should i start this? Well, I have officially broke up with jelly..yah..3 years plus is kinda long and it shocks some people..hmm..but i guess I'm happier now..yeah you know what i mean.......................................................................................to be continued

hello there rainbow

Here i am stuck with my Dell again..sometimes clicking onto the internet can be really addictive..im posting a few pics here when i am supposed to be doing my project.. which are summarising and analysing solar panels and other sustainable features..tiff tiff is going to kill me if she saw this..okok so i better hurry up..here is the beautiful rainbow which i took from a secret place and the rather-not-so-scary picture which i took before the halloween..(this blog is so outdated) sorry!!! tomorrow i am hoping to get some treasures and escape from those traffic jams!!!

OVERALL

These are just some of my favourites and guess what?!!? im glad to have some of these as my COLLECTIONS! yummy!! my precious!! Each of them has their own story to tell and i heard that they are going to make tortured souls by clive barker into a movie..got to watch that! However, as a person himself, i dont know him very well..i mean not as in upclose and personal. i just have not read his biography and some of his novels..but overall i think his works are great!

TORTURED SOULS 1&2

ZAIN